letting go when you have been let go

even if you're not tough or strong enough deep inside you heart,
somehow you have to act it out no matter what.
i think that a bald look will make someone look tougher and stronger.
and this is what i should be like.
cause people will not bully u easily.
they will not even dare to mess around with you.
people always say: 'new year should have a new hair cut.'
and my choice is have a bald...
ya,doubtless, my mind is abit out of function now...

otherwise i wont choose to have a bald cut for myself...

p/s: i had gone to get myself a bald yesterday,no pictures here cause i don't wanna scare the hell out of you guys, alright.
kinda look like a sozai i personally think that.
so pls dun be so surprise when u see me...

to all the loves that bring us to life

* i have re-written this post. *

oh...i watched a movie, 'Love of Siam' on last saturday night at home...
i cant finish it that night...becoz i started watching it at 12am something,it is considered as too late for me..somemore,the full video is 170 mins++...
so, i watched the rest on the following day,
ya,of course this time i can finish it...

erm...how to say my feeling for the movie?
i dunoe how to define it...?
it is actually a kind of movie that i have never watched before,
what is that?
it is a movie from Thailand, a thailand movie,
it involves homosexual issue la, but also family issues, friendship issue and so on....

" The story covers up everything about love!! Love for your family, friends, and in the most intimate relationship of love. Although some people have found and some could still find this film as a ‘gay-movie’, I totally disagree!! It’s the things people do with labeling that doesn’t fit to be right. This film shows a very broad views and aspects about love, and the conflicts that associated with it, in what we all hate to feel – Loneliness.. "

the theme song is nice, i like it..
if u manage to find that song to listen and look at the lyric(u should find the translated lyric to read la), its lyrics are so meaningful and erm...romantic?? ...how to say?
another kind of romance...?
i like the phrase: 'where there is love, there is always hopes.'

i remember that day when i finished the movie,
the first thing i have done was to sms a person, a girl,
i sent 2 msg to her, but so bad luck,
she didnt received them due to some technical problems...
after when she received it, she text me saying that she only received the second msg and asked me to send her the 1st msg again...
when i saw it, i was so disappointed..and i got no that brave to send her again...
i just ignored her on that moment...i didnt reply anything to her...

i was so emo before today...
it may be one of the reason...
or maybe im so bored at home...
thus, i think i have to find something to do...
otherwise, u know, i will become insane...
seriously, if i keep thinking and focusing on something that ruin my brain,
i will become insane even thought sometime i looked like a happy go lucky fellow...

anyway, so far i still can control my emotion...
hahaaaa..u dont believe?
i smile to u la.. :)

sick

i was sick since last friday because i got to sleep at very late night everyday just for my finals.

fever on and off for a couple of days.

luckily,im being alright now.... :)

i found that more and more people are falling sick nowadays.sigh.

im fine, not H1N1, that's for sure.

still can joke around and talk lame stuff.

so, no worries laaa.

take care, people!

i said,'stop it'

BETTER DON'T ASK ME FOR JOINING THE QUEST

NET ANYMORE!!!

I'M NOT INTERESTED WITH IT!

I WAS FEELING SO ANNOYED WHEN SOMEONE

CALLED ME AND TOOK SUCH LONG TIME TO

EXPLAIN THIS F**KING THING TO ME....

I SAY 1 MORE TIME!

' I'M NOT INTERESTED WITH IT! STOP IT TO ME! '

nice to meet you

I remember the first time I ever saw your face was when I had my first class of Business Law in KDU.
You weren’t sitting beside me, but behind me..
You are quite talkative, because I can still hear your voice even though I didn’t concentrate on your conversation with other classmate and didn’t turn my head to the back…
You are not only talkative, but also very active in class. For example, you made a voluntary duty of being the monitor of our class.
But after that, something had happened. And because of this incident, I felt that you are a kind of fussy and bossy girl….
My feeling toward you had changed immediately, ‘how to stay with this girl for the coming 3 years?’ said in my heart silently.

Until one day, we approached to each other and we started to talk, started to discuss something, started to have lunch together…then only I started understanding more about you…
We spent much time in college and library last week…
You were like a lecturer, you analyzed the topics will be coming in the final and searched a lot of relevant information to us…
I was so shocked of your reactions, but I’ve never told you about this…
What you have done to us is valuable and great!
Thank you so much, Dawn!
Now I want to say, ‘Nice to meet YOU!’

me insane

Sunday, I just referred to the calendar and I was shock of it…
Because I just realized that I have only 1 week left to prepare for my exams..
It drives me to be insane…
I always tell myself not to do things in last minute…
I used to tell myself I must prepare my exam early instead of preparing on the day before the exact exam day..
Sometimes, I really attempt to do that, but usually I fail…
If u look at my previous post, u see that I said I will temporary not be here for blogging, chatting, gaming and so on….
But you see I still can manage my time to do all these things right now…
See how good my efficiency is.
Luckily, Dawn asked me for revision tomorrow even though I may not be very helpful during the discussion session...
But I think it is good for me coz they people can refresh my mind and help me some, I guess…at least better than I stay at home and do zero useful thing…


Look on the bright side, Jet’s back to Malaysia after his 2 weeks vacation in Australia.
And I got this from him as a souvenir …
It brightens up my mood…. BIG HUG to you, brother!

010110

I received the following message from Jet on 1/1/10:
‘ Happy New Year! Are you free tonight? We’ll be having a steamboat tonight at Sunway. Got kinken, waikit, sufern, and i…how about you?’

guess what’s my response to this?
Of course I replied ‘SURE!’
Finally, Jet picked me up at 7.30pm, but the location had been changed to kepong,not in sunway…
We saw 1 funny thing when we met each other, which is both of us (except sufern and neoh) wore a white t-shirt with shorts and slippers.
Hahaaa….we all are so ngam…
Seriously, we didn’t discuss about the attire before, what I can say is we are so ngam!

as i mentioned, 4 of us wore the same colour t-shirt.

After the steamboat, we had our second round in ‘pau-bing’…
I did introduce this, Mill Wheel Ice Café last time….
I think this is waikit’s favourite because I found that whenever she comes here she must bong chan it.
So whoever wants to chase her, pls do not hesitate to bring her there…..she sure will so touch of it. >.<

she is sufern.. she becomes fatter liow...omG...

our joker- kinken.

waikit, bring her to pau bing if u like her.

So, that’s all our story of that night.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!!
Time really flies. Last year’s New Year celebration is still fresh in my mind and soon, 2010 has just reached…
Wow!
I don’t think much has changed for me in 2009; everything is still quite routine.
Oh ya.. things happened within 2009, such like I’ve been robbed on April, I worked in CK for 3 months(June till August), I’ve changed my college from SEGi to KDU, I met new friends, I tried some new things, I learnt how to pak-toh, how to make things become sweet, and how to say good-bye…..even though all ended up like that but I understand the rules of the game.(sounds emotional, but actually I’m fine, because I got……. ‘NEW moisturizer’ hahahaaaaa…) and a lot of things have happened…………
Everyone says, ‘NEW YEAR, NEW HOPE’.
So my New Year wish and target is I must challenge myself to make some improvements for this 2010. I want to see some improvements, some forward mobility. So that I can list out my merits on my next new year’s post…see ya….heheeeee….
Well, what about you?
Do you have the same thing like me?

this is Desa Parkcity...

i think some of you may say, 'y Desa Parkcity again?'

my answer will be, 'I like it, blow ar?' xD

i wana say the story of this part, i asked someone to take pic for us,but that 'someone' didnt want to take me inside the pic purposely..(ji b*i)

finally, i was captured.heheee....

with khoo...she had taught me alot during my youth time....

YEAh!!! 12am sharp,firework comes.....

what you want to insert to his mouth? my first thought is LxxJixx.( i dunoe y he show tis face?)

guoliang- 1st time ever seen this stupid face from him.

parkmin- he became the birthday guy after 12am...he was born at 1/1/9x(forgot jor..)


jet- he warned me not to show this pic...but sry i wana do it...hahahaaaa

bluetong- the driver of that nite..

nobody wants to back after 12am, they r still very hyper with dancing....

Anyway, Happy New Year 2010! :)